Smile like you mean it.

I've found lately that I sing songs that relate to how I'm feeling.

It's strange- I will start singing out of nowhere.

Sometimes I surprise myself with the lyrics

the honesty

the embarrassment that I'm singing a song that reflects my true mood or thoughts.

Like, today was a down day.

I found myself singing "Smile Like You Mean It"

by The Killers.

This song thing may help me to recognize my true feelings

behind what I'm portraying.

Though I do my best to live being authentic,

sometimes my heart or mind tricks even myself.

My soul is multi-faceted.

Such a maze. Sometimes a haze.

Songs will guide me through the days.