Tuesday, September 29, 2009

You tell me to

Well, yeah.
But I'm not so bold as to act.
Am I?

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Is it just me

or is it almost universal....this face?
The face you get when something gets poured over your head: you're mad, you're shocked, and for some odd reason, it's funny for just a split second?

If they could put that emotion in a bottle and sell it, we'd all be druggies.

Friday, September 25, 2009

Lately, I am realizing

I don't consider myself a people-pleaser, I am a people-lover.
But the more I try to show people I care, the more disconnected I am from the true, real relationships.

I miss depth.
I miss love coming back.
I may know names and wave and smile, but who invests in my heart?

I wonder, I wander, I flicker out...

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Yes, sir?

Feel free.
And, are you serious?

When I was younger

I thought I was part cat. I still kind of do.
But I no longer crawl around on my hands and knees and rub against peoples' legs when we have company.

But anyway- I've always loved Cat woman. She did her own thing. You never really knew if she was truly "the bad guy." She had ambivalent feelings. Batman could sometimes mess with her emotions.
I could understand her.

Everyone is human (except for those of us who are part cat. Be jealous.)

Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Both are newborns.

The one on the right- 19.2 lbs.
Born in Indonesia to a 41-year-old woman who has diabetes.
He was delivered, praise God, by a Caesarean section.



Tuesday, September 22, 2009

I forgot what drizzly weather was like until recently.

And now I hope...

Buuuut, at least I can wear my new hoodie.
I've only ever bought, like, 2 hoodies in my life. This hoodie is a big deal, ya'll.
And people who happen to touch me usually say I am so warm.
Like I am a portable heater.
So a chilly day is welcome, in my book.

Bring the rain, then the sun will shine brighter.

Monday, September 21, 2009


This explains it all...

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Down the road

life can be so frickin' good.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

I want my future home

to be an enjoyable place.

...Maybe not like this....exactly.

Friday, September 18, 2009



Wednesday, September 16, 2009

That little something.

It helps a person get through a day.
Whether it be a song, an animal, a person or a dog fanny pack- we all need those little goofy things that bring us back to center.

I've needed them more than usual lately, and have had people there to supply them.
I am more appreciative than they know.

They are beautiful, odd people.

They are my friends.

And I'm always reminded

Monday, September 14, 2009


This shouldn't be like this.
Keep moving, keep going.
Keep breathing, keep beating.
You're fine. You're OK.
You know what's important.
I believe in you.

These days come and go.

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Who are you?

And what makes you tick?
Time slips and I am captive.
Trying to be articulate.
Forgetting I was jaded.

Run with it.

Saturday, September 12, 2009


Let off all of your colors.
We are all different.

It's lovely, isn't it?

Friday, September 11, 2009

Let it out.

Shine off.
Dazzle and sparkle.
Live for this day.
Live for life, your light.

Wednesday, September 9, 2009

My world has sorta turned upside down.

And you know nothing of it.



Tuesday, September 8, 2009


Where have you gone? I hardly saw you this summer.
Hope you're doing well.
Miss you.

Monday, September 7, 2009

Sunday, September 6, 2009

Thursday, September 3, 2009

How do I show you

that you are special when I feel so shy around you?
It's been awhile, and I feel like I may be failing. But I don't want to.
You're intriguing. For once, I'm tongue-tied.
I'm here. You can approach me.

I just feel you're untouchable.

Tuesday, September 1, 2009