Monday, April 19, 2010

It's emotionally sorrowful

to fail at something you care so desperately about.

To see your words, your time, your caring
not have any affect, because you went about it the wrong way- though thoroughly sincere.

I watch what I say. I keep it shut so much.
One side will wait the day away
the other wants you to just realize.

I work well alone- until I am desperate.
Onto the edge, I need guidance, I need understanding.
What am I missing?

You are not the first.
You won't be the last.

Open your eyes.
This is how selfishness sneaks in-
it steals the joy away.
I try to smile today.

No comments: