I want to live my life

in radical obedience

and radical disobedience

all at the same time.

How do I balance that?

I enjoy journeying outside of the box,

and also love the box for all it's reasons and worth.

I dilly dally.

I sputter.

I reason.

I forget.

I giggle.

Life is such a joke-

a joke you couldn't pay me to take more seriously.

Where do the edges meet?

Cookie cutters keep it crispy-

I want the doughy.

Give me the doughy!