but then you realize you wouldn't even have the energy or will to do that.
That is when you know you are down.
The nights are long and dreary
but they fly by in a flash
so I feel no rest.
I awake to rain on my window and a darkened sky.
It never slows but I must ramble on.
Forever on in this life that is so beautiful
and within it so many meaningless things that I cling to.
I want air.
But I shan't.
"save me from the dark."
No more winter, I beg You.