I'm still fighting You on it,
fighting to defend myself,
but please don't stop-
I know You're right.
Keep backing me into that corner.
Keep perforating my pride.
Eventually I'll give up-
and I hope I completely can.
God, help me completely forgive
give my all
live recklessly, sharing Your love-
because I cannot do it myself right now.
You alone are above all this and can make it right.