I've felt this way a bit lately.
Mostly because I feel distant from the majority of my friends.
Business has caged me in from being social;
I eat, I sleep, I work out, I shower, I go to class, I do homework, I read, I write papers, I sleep....
I do activities as well- but where has the spontaneity gone?
Where has the adventure gone?
Where have I gone?
I am NOT powerless.
I want to grab life by the horns and throw it to the ground.
You can put me down or pull me back
but eventually the chains come off;
I come back more powerful than ever.
And more aware of my weakness.
I am a walking contradiction.
Don't touch me- I'll never stop.