Don't take another step further.

I'm exhausted with the arguing

the debating

the delving into minute details to the point that we don't even remember what we're arguing about.

I can't take it.

The worst side of me comes out.

Iwanthertogoaway. I can't stand that side of me.

What pushes me to that limit?

Something is wrong.

Something has always been wrong.

And it's neither of us.

And neither of us believe it.

I want to take so much back.

But I can't.

I regret the words, but I also don't.

I step forward, then think better of it.

I am stepping on egg shells

of the most delicate variety.

It may just be better to stand still for awhile.