Sunday, March 13, 2011

Don't take another step further.

I'm exhausted with the arguing
the debating
the delving into minute details to the point that we don't even remember what we're arguing about.
I can't take it.
The worst side of me comes out.
Iwanthertogoaway. I can't stand that side of me.
What pushes me to that limit?

Something is wrong.
Something has always been wrong.
And it's neither of us.
And neither of us believe it.

I want to take so much back.
But I can't.
I regret the words, but I also don't.

I step forward, then think better of it.
I am stepping on egg shells
of the most delicate variety.

It may just be better to stand still for awhile.

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