that would be honest and make things better
or I could be honest and make things worse..
How much does one keep in?
It seems I just can't win.
I want to be all I can
but circumstances call for choices I don't want to be making.
And the past creeps in silently, filling me with dread-
is it all in my head?
Sometimes I think I care too much.
Then I'm convinced I'm heartless.
Decide for me? For you? For them?
LIFE IS NOT ABOUT BEING HAPPY.