Who will draw close to your heart and who won't.
Where the next step will be.
I have dreams- will they appear?
Some people always know what they want,
sometimes down to a tee.
Getting a job has opened my eyes to endless possibilities
as well as strengths and weaknesses within myself.
My mind gets cluttered-
I'm surrounded by noise and to-dos.
I miss feeling free.
I miss expression; deep reflections of the heart.
I want to escape; but I love and fear where I am.
In life. As a person. To whom and how I relate.
My life can take endless paths.
I can imagine different ones now.
How does one realize what they want?
What is best for myself, for the world?
Will I always keep dreaming, or will I start living?
.o, when did I get so old?.