Hey God.

I heard something from you today through a teacher.
~God is always on time, just not always on our time.~
So do my best to wait patiently. I feel I have the strength.
You find Your ways to surprise me.

Spring is here.

I wish to enjoy it.

I have a friend

who is going to teach me to knit!
So hardcore. : D

He is on trial.

It's hard to hear them speak against him, those who do not know his character.

Lord, let mercy reign. Let grace fall onto his situation.

Keep him strong. Be with him and his family.
Comfort the others as well.
Trial can be Hell.

Lament.

Lamentations 3:20-30 (The Message)

It's a Good Thing to Hope for Help from God

19-21I'll never forget the trouble, the utter lostness,
the taste of ashes, the poison I've swallowed.
I remember it all—oh, how well I remember—
the feeling of hitting the bottom.
But there's one other thing I remember,
and remembering, I keep a grip on hope:
22-24God's loyal love couldn't have run out,
his merciful love couldn't have dried up.
They're created new every morning.
How great your faithfulness!
I'm sticking with God (I say it over and over).
He's all I've got left.

25-27God proves to be good to the man who passionately waits,
to the woman who diligently seeks.
It's a good thing to quietly hope,
quietly hope for help from God.
It's a good thing when you're young
to stick it out through the hard times.

28-30When life is heavy and hard to take,
go off by yourself. Enter the silence.
Bow in prayer. Don't ask questions:
Wait for hope to appear.
Don't run from trouble. Take it full-face.
The "worst" is never the worst

Which side am I on?

Just let me go to the other. Please.

Why am I here?

I only feel caged in.

I'll run away.
Break away.
Take away the oppression that grips my heart.