Ok, ok.

I'm getting the point, God.

I'm still fighting You on it,

fighting to defend myself,

but please don't stop-

I know You're right.

Keep backing me into that corner.

Keep perforating my pride.

Eventually I'll give up-

and I hope I completely can.

God, help me completely forgive

forget

feel

give my all

live recklessly, sharing Your love-

because I cannot do it myself right now.

You alone are above all this and can make it right.

Oh God.

Oh God...