"Something has changed within me.

Something is not the same."

Up until this break, I had taken any step to relish my childhood.

I wanted to "be forever young."

I had the spirit of a child.

But something has transformed.

I have less fear of the future. I have less fear of wanting it to be here quickly.

I now want to work toward the future.

I'm stopping this reminiscent tom-foolery.

It's exciting.

I no longer feel like a child.

I am coming into my own.

I still believe that part of "genius is carrying the spirit of childhood into maturity" and I strive to live as such.

But, with the help of the Lord, I have the power to shape my future. It is endless possibilities.

It is exciting. And scary. And I want to venture into that unknown. Weird. :)

Keep me in your prayers.