It's good to realize that

I need to just chill.

Brain, give me a break.

Thinking things through is good,

but not this overkill I experience too often.

I also don't want to push things away-

emotions should be dealt with in a timely matter or

BAM!

-random breakdown that seems out of control.

Shoot.

I don't want to plan my life.

Hey God- I'm not planning my life too much, am I? ...Are you laughing?

gotcha.